Without You on Mother's Day
Dear Calvin, Mother's day is fast approaching and I am missing your more than normal. It's hard to believe you have been in heaven or 6 months now. At times it seems like just yesterday you left & other times it seems like years. The hardest part about you being gone is that all we have are memories. Your sweet smile, cute laugh, and orneriness are missed daily. You were & still are such a blessing to our family. This Mother's Day will be harder than the past few years. As I see 1st time moms or moms who have had a new baby recently I remember last year and how special that Mother's Day was. I had my boys and I was happy. You and T made it the best. Even though you didn't know what Mother's Day was yet, just having you in my arms made it wonderful. Not having you around this year will be different. A lot has been different with out you. Our schedule has changed, no more medicine, nightly feedings, diaper changes, doctors visits, and much...